Today,is the last day of my sch holidays. =( I cant wake up at 1 plus anymore.I went all the way to Maxwell just to see a chinese doc and the bill came up to $76.Like WTF!! I had an egg tart there,and boy...It was DELICIOUS!(nt really a fan of egg tarts) After what seemed like hrs of waiting for my chi prescription med,I finally went back to the car to head to Elaine's for my massage. =) Wanted a relaxing massage before Im back in the sch of horrors.
But before the day started I received a text from Mitch.She texted me this "sch start tml right?Happy 1st of sch." I was actually both kinda shocked and happy that she texted me.But just why did she do that when Im trying to get over her?Does she always want me to miss her that bad?!!I miss her SOO bad.*sigh* I dont really blog,but I figured that if I dont pen my feelings down.I will really go nuts this time round.My first love cruelly left me,and I can safely say that I dont hve the confidence to love another individual as much as her again.I begin to doubt my sexual orientation.Just...what is it?Am I straight,or am I bi?Im still scared on seeing her.I love her,and I dunno if she wants me back together with her.Whether I can pull myself back to accept her again.It is painful but I still really love her.FML for being so pathetic..What should I do
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